i fucking landed myself in deep deep shit this time, real deep
got into trouble with the school.
it was all because of a facebook group what was created less than a week ago
which i thought and it is also supposed to be
'JUST FOR FUN and its TOTALLY POINTLESS'
just like what it says in the group category itself
sch management found out about it, called me up ytd and asked me to meet up with the DM
so i went to met him today when i reach sch.
and they wanted me to close the group down and then wait for the dicipline hearing or smth which will be held next tuesday and i MUST be there
cuz they will be taking actions against me for doing this
and got to know just today that it is a misconduct and hmmm, he told me i might get expelled for it.
and i thought. yea, they expel me for such things!? sounds ridiculous. but after what i heard, i think its quite reasonable for them to do so. what he said was i am now ruining the reputation of the sch and it was stated in the school's code of conduct for student's. meaning i have broken a sch rule that might be quite serious? i guess they can even sue me for that, cuz was told that i can be charged as defamation. quite true also. but chinese got a saying that goes 不知者无罪.
so im thinking that they might close one eye or maybe three-quarter of them and then just give me a stern warning. and thats what i really hope will be the outcome of the hearing next week.

and i felt that im so stupid or maybe in other words geh kiang
i went to remove those admins and then leave the group having the thought that the group will close down once there are no admins, and i saw that on the facebook pop up too when i clicked on the leave group thing.
but NO! the group remains active without any admins
and the worst thing is that we cant find any way to contact the facebook admins
they got no links for us to email them about problems, just some freaking FAQs which i think was'nt being updated. they state that if a group has no current admins, any user will be able to make themselves admin, now there no such feature.
another which says that admins what left the group can rejoin the group and stay admin in the group once they joined back, this feature is also nt there
so we have to freaking wait for all the eight hundred plus members to leave the group so that the group wil close down automatically. and ya, that the only way. so i tried pm-ing the members one by one telling them to leave the group asap cuz we dont have the admin rights to mass pm ppl. and what happen was, fb banned me from sending messages cuz i sent too much within a short period of time. DAMN. now i have go go through frens for the 'advetisement' asking ppl to leave the group ASAP.
THIS IS REALLY BAD
im stressed, seriously stressed out
results, money, girls and now this freaking thing came out.
2010 isnt a good year maybe for me only? or just that im to pessimistic?
cuz its only half of january gone, there's still a long way to reach 2011.
just hoping that the coming chinese new year will get my bad luck washed away into the deep deep ocean floor and then get decomposed and being broken down into micro micro micro particles. =D and in the mean time, swapped it with a much much much better luck.

alright, i have poured quite an amount stressed in here alr

time for my dream =D

goodnight ppl