its the SATURDAY NIGHT!
3.30am now, and im already at home. FUCK!
the night is still young man, damnnnn~
have to send dad home cuz he drank a lil too much
but he's drunk even before the official drinking session starts
i freaking dunno whay, i thought he's always the one looking out for us, but tonight is a different case
he told us to look after him when we were at the pub
and but im the one looking after him
as bro went of with his frens and left me alone to send dad home
so nice of him, he can get destressed when im getting depressed
sadded =((
cant be able to enjoy the night
i felt like sneaking out to bq for a drink on my own, but in the other hand feeling very bad to do tha
so i went home and now im stuck infront of this fucking screen, typing out my sadness alphabets by alphabets.
though im thinking that there's no one reading it, i still wanna post it up
WHY?
cuz i feel that this is the only place i can tell all or at least most of my problems easily without having the need to find some kind ears to listen to them
i wanna drink! DRINK!! DRINK!!! glass after glass after glass
there's no way to say no to alcohol
thats where i find my happiness and life
especially when getting high on alcohol and then have the bass booming into my ears
thats my heaven

alright, enough of talking to myself
=((
[3:29 AM]

yongann
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